Ashes to Ashes

An Entry of the Bullied

This kid in my class… he just never let’s up when he keeps trying to harass me. He throws stuff at me, he tries to insult me.I laugh at his words and I just keep my cool, and he never is able to set me off. I just make him look like an idiot in the end, so why does he go out of his way to try and break me? Is it because I’m a girl? Is it because I dress differently and happen to be the one piranha in a school of goldfish, choosing not to lash at the ones I could so easily rip apart? I don’t understand. It hurts, but it doesn’t at the same time. He’s Mexican…no…he’s just a human being. He doesn’t see me as that though. He can be racist to me all he wants, but I have to just bite the bullet and take it. I don’t hate anybody of any ethnicity. I just hate him.

I have been neglecting this series lately. I needed to include something Devil May Cry-related on my blog… >.>

When I first saw this….I didn’t know whether to laugh or be horrified. I kind of just saw it and thought “What the hell?”

I feel so selfish at times… 

I hate this feeling….

I’m all for people being a huge fan of Star Wars, though I’m not a fan myself. I could care less what they do, but the line needs to be drawn at some point. My friend and a few of his buddies started this joke about being either Sith or Jedi, which I found amusing for the most part. My friend asked which side I was one, so I decided to just go with the joke and sided with the Jedi. Then he and another friend of mine brought lightsabers to school, which again I thought was kind of humorous. Now, however, I’m seeing more and more lightsabers, and I feel like I’m in preschool again. I don’t mind letting my inner child take over now and then, but when everybody is making a huge deal of it, things start to get annoying. I came to school to get an education, not to hear you obsess over wasting your money on a plastic piece of crap that will be neglected within the next month at least. It’s almost as bad as the whole kendama thing. It’s a freaking plague and I’m just ready to be done with kids here. What’s worse is that these kids go around making fun of people who still play with Yu-Gi-Oh cards, when what they’re doing is no better. The hypocrisy is atrocious and I’m going to be grateful for the day when I can finally move on and be away from all of this.